Well....I have reached a new low...today while I was sapose to have the Joy of Christmas in my heart..I wanted to snatch the wallet out of the hand of the old lady infront of me at the check out line and say...MY GOD!!!..JUST LET ME COUNT THE MONEY OUT FOR YOU!...It seemed as if time had slowed to a crawl and her hand was barley moving..It turn's out that she had wanted to put each item on it's own reciept!...I'm assuming because of the reason the return lines are so long...and then she wanted a price check!...on her last item...I dread the day when I get so old that I count my money like a 7 year old..maybe that last remark was a bit harsh...Nawwwww...it wasn't.
So this is my second winter here..I heard the last time it snowed was 1965...I was use to seeing the snow at least once a year back in Texas..I sure miss it...I was reading a blog the other day where a lady was descibing her first look at the snow..she had been from India and had never seen it..the way she described it made me miss it so bad..lol..
By the way....Hi John...thank's for the comment..

Well today the Gas man came and I answered the door with my panties on my head..yes literaly...I couldnt find a hair tie so now the gas company probably think's I'm a nut..It's amazing how you really never get a chance to make a first imprestion more than once.I guess that's why it's called a "first"..I mean I didn't have them stretched out over my head or anything. I was useing them for a pony tail holder..I should have known it was a bad idea the way my husband had looked at me that morning before he left for town...but he always looks at me like that..Like "awwww I need to hurry and get the hell out of here before she wants to talk or something"...It's hard for me to talk about my husband with out making him look like the donkey he is...I think In his mind he has alway's thought he was better than me..He say's some of those most crazyest thing's. Like while we were in a fight...he screems out(in front of my daughter)the biggest lie He has ever told!...He screemed.."YOU HOMOSEXUAL!"..My mouth fell open...so did my daughter's...He just made that up off the top of his head to plant a nasty seed in my daughter's mind..I don't know where he got that from...lol...I have done some pretty sleezy thing's (and liked it) with him ...but not that...After he wasn't mad any more I asked him why he had said that...he said just cause he was mad..he he...yeah right...
I keep cheaking the dead soldier's list to make sure none of my friends that I talk to on line arnt dead..It seem's I have gathered a few soldier's as pen pal's...22 to be exact..If My husband knew that He would shit a brick..sideways..It seem's we have plenty to talk about...Me being lonley and them being ....well ...over there...lol..I never met any of them for real...I hadnt planned on it either...I guess I enjoy that they want to know about me and my day and my feeling's...unlike one donkey I know...sure they always ask to see me on my web cam...lol..but not all of them..some just miss a woman so bad that they would listen to anything..just to hear my voice on their answering machine..I hope they all make it back...to there wives and family's..Most of them that go home pretty much leave me in the desert...lol...which is fine with me...lol...How would I explain a soldier to my husband?..hummmmm
Some day I plan On going on a nice vacation...ALONE!...everytime I go with donkey I want to slam on the breaks and throw him into the windshield...you know...to knock him out so he will shut the hell up!..but instead I just look at him like I smelled something bad..which by the way has been causing a small wrinkle on my mouth..So there's something else I can blaim him for...

Some times I wonder when I'm going to get a break in life...I mean I got a break...but it sure didn't turn out like I thought it would..My husband never has much to say to me unless it's screeming out of his mouth..He really should go see about getting some medicine or some kind of help but when I mention anger managment class he start's screeming..."you take the F@%$! class!!!...I don't need any help!!!Sounds like to me you need the help!!!!" and he's saying this as his eye's are bugging out of his head.
Well Christmas is comming and I can't think of anything to get anyone. I see a lot of things I want...But that never seems to be what everyone else want's..I also see that everyone else must have the same problem or the return lines after Christmas wouldn't be so long..At least this year I wont have to suffer through my mother-in-law's crap...Her beety little eye's stairing at me like I'm a bug..Her gift's to me tell the story how she really feel's about me...The thought of another year at her house for the holiday makes me kringe..everyone's around the tree...gift's are being passed out....boxes are being openned and everyone is looking at their beautiful GOLD and I'm looking at a day planner..that has someone elses's name scratched off and mine wrote on top...YES!...She did!...and to think she will want us to look after her old hide when she can't any more...I think I would look for a nursing home...and it wont be in florida either!
My day?...was exactly like yesterday...except I saw my best rooster dead in the chicken house...I called him "bottom branch"...he was too fat for the top one...anyway...he's dead...last time I barried something around here it came back 3 days later so I stuck a rock on top of him after I filled in the dirt...It seem's my dog's smell out where I have taken them in the wood's...dig it up and thinking their doing me a favor, bring it back...to the porch...where I am horrified...