"Please Come Home For Christmas"

Bells will be ringing the sad, sad news
Oh what a Christmas to have the blues
My baby's gone I have no friends
To wish me greetings once again

Choirs will be singing "Silent Night"
Christmas carols by candlelight
Please come home for Christmas,
Please come home for Christmas
If not for Christmas, by New Year's night

Friends and relations send salutations
Sure as the stars shine above
For this is Christmas, yes, Christmas my dear
It's the time of year to be with the one you love

So won't you tell me you'll never more roam
Christmas and New Year's will find you home
There'll be no more sorrow, no grief and pain
And I'll be happy, I'll be happy, once again

There'll be no more sorrow, no grief and pain
And I'll be happy, happy Christmas, once again

By: Many great singing star's!

Awe… the peaceful life after the company…. I feel like giggling like a little girl. I didn’t mention that my dog had another batch of puppies and this one is her last! A little freakish looking one was born this time… No black on it at all… Where the black should have been was red and she has blue eyes. I call her Daisy.

I’ve been searching the real estate adds for potential new homes. I have decided that I want to move back to Texas. To tell you the truth NO ONE has ever tried to make me feel welcome here. Of course it’s beautiful and the air smells sweet…. BUT I feel I don’t belong…. And belonging to ones community, I think, gives someone a little more pride about living there.

While talking to his friend on the phone the husband remarked that we weren’t moving back to Texas and that he wore the pants in the family… Of course I said nothing but I was thinking…. The only time you get to wear the pants is when I help you put um on and “I” zip them up you, idiot! And this is true!

Wanna hear a joke? Of course something might be lost in the translation but I’m willing to tell it… There were two red necks standing along side the road… One said to the other… “If you had all this land…. (His hand waved out from one side to the other) … Would you give me half of it brother?”… “Why yes I would….”
“And if you had Two million dollars…. Would you give me half of it brother?
“Why yes I would…”
“And if you had two hogs…. Would you give me one?
“HELL NO! YOU KNOW I GOT TWO HOGS!”

Hummm…. it seemed funnier before.

I sure would like a new computer… Of course when Dell sent me their new mag of beautiful lap tops I held it up to MY computer… “You see this? Start working right or…..well I don’t want to have to say this to you but…. I’m going to have to replace you.” It didn’t work. Mater-of-fact I think it slowed down a little more.

I have so many things I want to tell everyone but there all jumbled up in my mind right now…
The holiday is depressing for me… at least this year it is…

I found something out about myself that I really didn’t like… I can’t stand children. Of course I love Bunny and I can stand her but that girl and her baby…. It got to were I would go in my room and put a pillow over my head…it seemed the little kid was use to being carried around…and when she got here she was put in a play pen and she didn’t like it much… Even when she wasn’t screaming she would make loud baby sounds that made me grind my teeth together. When she would crawl near me I would look down at her like she was a bug… I didn’t know I did this until the husband brought it to my attention…and of course I TRIED to fix it, but there is just so much a person can do. I noticed that the kid’s mother was just a kid herself… They would take the kid with them on little late night cold drives… I nipped that shit in the bud! (I might not like children but I would never let anyone hurt one of them!) I told that girl that being in the cold like that would make that baby sick…she said that she had her coat on… I replied that any jeep with out a windshield would make that coat feel like a paper towel… She didn’t want to listen really … So then I said this… “Let me put it another way… If that kid gets sick and makes Bunny sick and it costs me 100 bucks for the doctor I’m charging YOU! So expect the BILL!” Then they stopped taking her on the cold rides at night. I don’t think children should be having children! They don’t know how to take care of them! IN my opinion ALL young people should be required to take a parenting class! And pass it! Before there allowed to take their child home… FOR INSTANCE…. The girl that was here with the nephew? She thought it was ok for her baby to eat candy for lunch. She thinks that she doesn’t need a tooth brush for her baby because her baby only has six teeth….She thinks that baby Tylenol cures everything and she thinks that babies don’t have allergies…. She thought her baby wasn’t getting enough sleep when the skin around her eyes turned black and bluish. See what I mean?
Now I want to complain about me… I’ve been wearing my same pajamas for two days… No I haven’t brushed my hair… and I think that a change is in order. I stood in front of the mirror with a pair of scissors and thought about cutting my hair… The husband asked what I was going to do and after I told him, he said I should go to the beauty shop for such a change. But that would mean I would have to trust someone to make a bad decision for me. I can make those on my own. I have yet to go to the beauty shop and get the hair cut I asked for… Not once in my life! Is their some kind of art to getting your point across or does everyone just wear the hair style the girl cutting your hair GIVES you!?….

I broke my favorite necklace while trying to get a spider off me…. I put it on my desk to take to have fixed and it’s gone… Of course I think it has been stolen… but by who is the question. It could have been the nephew… he thinks everything in the world ALREADY belongs to him…. Or it could have been the young girl from the street’s with the baby that he brought here…. I hate a thief. And I really hate one that steals from ME! But besides all that it was my favorite necklace!

There’s nothing like hearing Elvis singing “Here comes Santa Clause” ….

Thanks for the well wishes on my anniversary….All my company left today except FRANKIE! That (*%*#&%$#*^%)*&%*&$(^%)*%*&^)*%$*@(*&^!…. I want to choke him out! I’ve been sickening nice to everyone because of Thanks giving but I’m about tired of it now… The nephew and his ready made family left this morning and while I waved them out of the drive way I wanted to turn my hand around and shoot them the bird. That baby screamed the whole time it was here… and not a regular cry but the kind you might hear from a screaming banshee! A blood curdling scream that grated on my nerves until there was no nerve left to grate. Even Bunny said… “She’s crying……… a lot.” and my reply was…. “ I know!” the nephew showed me NO respect the whole time he was here… and I wasn’t surprised when after I waved them off they returned an hour later because he forgot his dog. He’s a nit wit!

So I told the husband I want to move back to Texas…. I had just about enough of having NO FRIENDS!… Well no real flesh and blood friends… and I miss my little brother. Texas is calling me home!

Now that I’m alone I plan on getting up early and writing a little… hope to see all of you tomorrow… hugs and much love my people…. And you are my people.

HI every one!... I been missing you.... my computer has been on the blink but I hope to be catching up soon.... real soon

I've been really tryin, baby

Tryin to hold back these feelings for so long

And if you feel, like I feel baby

Come on, oh come on,

Let's get it on

Lets get it on

Let's get it on

Let's get it on

We're all sensitive people

With so much love to give, understand me sugar

Since we got to be

Lets say, I love you

There's nothin wrong with me
Marvin Gaye:


I just love this song.... I'm sorry I've been gone for awhile... I've really been missing all of you alot... I just can't think right now! The nephew's girlfriends child screems all the damn time!.....